Monday, December 15, 2014

https://soundcloud.com/dreemy/in-wyoming-or-in-the-sun

it’s nice that you do the things you do for me 
it’s nice that you listen to what I say 

when tomorrow breaks I’ll be true to you 
when it’s broken I’m gonna stay 

I had the dream again I failed the test 
the one where I lose all my teeth 

all my fears they are so circular 
if it’s bad it’ll happen to me 

it’ll happen to me 


when we’re done with school will we build a home? 
in Wyoming or in the sun 

made of windows so we can see the light 
it’s been so long I thought it gone 

if you’ll have me can I stay the night? 
if you’d have me I’d be fine 

I’ve lost my words to condemn this life 
in you I’ve found something that is mine 





Monday, December 1, 2014

https://soundcloud.com/dreemy

  pretty woman walking down the street
pretty woman the kind I'd like to meet 

oh pretty woman, pretty woman 

you were born when I learned to drive 
now you're naked and I've taught you to writhe 

pretty woman, no you're just a girl 
little baby, I like your short skirt 

pretty woman 
oh pretty woman  oh pretty thing 

your legs are lightning splitting side the tide
please don't spite me, I just wanna get you high, pretty woman 
pretty woman 
   
I don't believe you, you aren't the truth 
nothing could look as good as you

do you like it, when I say 17? 
your bed's like fire so i couldn't help but sleep

pick me up, outside my parent's house 
don't come inside, my street is quiet now 

you'll touch my knee because we're nowhere here 
I'll close my eyes just to make it clear 

there's no one home because the light is gone 
Im empty here, a place to be unknown 

I'm wide awake, you'll have to sleep alone 
such hollow faith (but) I'm too young to grow 

pretty woman, breathless and drowned
for a moment, but now more lost than found (stay on f) 

pretty woman, let me comb your hair 
stand before me, in nothin but your underwear 

take a picture, one where you touch yourself 
I'll know you're mine not for anyone else 

oh pretty woman, pretty woman, pretty girl 
pretty woman, pretty woman 



you look lovely as can be
Are you lonely just like me


https://soundcloud.com/dreemy/soiled


he speaks like words are  a foreign tongue 
as if he made up his mind too young 
and when he’s dancing he’s also gone 
to fetch what’s missing in the song 

oh anxious dreamer what did I say 
to keep your sullen eyes at bay?
your buoy set above the storm 
what tempest rose to leave you torn? 

and had I the heart to say, 
as wishes wander I’ll start to pray, 
for the thing that’s raging in your bones 
a collapsing cage for your small town throne 

here’s ridicule with her soiled robes 
lively burden at a sold out show 
where you stand on stage and recite the lines 
nothing’s changing but everything’s fine 

like idle hands which begin to fray 
you’re always leaving in the same way 
how high above me can you stand?
before you reach the promise land 

we were there when they let it fall
over the speakers at the shopping mall 
brought it down so you could go
the only place you’ve ever known 
where we try and make it right 
but we vacation here just for the night 

maybe baby you’ll make it work



we don’t trap what makes us home 
just a garbage can we caught on loan
at a lonely museum in a shopping mall
we were there when they let it fall
brought it down so you could go
the only place you’ve ever known 
where we try and make it right 
but we vacation here just for the night 






https://soundcloud.com/dreemy/monday-04-29-pm


A Woman Is A Woman
And A Man Is A Man
But We Both Have Hands 
To Hold And To Choke
What Will Not Love Us Back
Well That Was The Plan 
A Woman Is A Woman
But She Was Once Made From Him
A Little Bone He Could Do Without
Carved With The Precision Of A Voodoo Limb 
With A Nose And Eyes And Breasts
To Love And To Do Without.
To Do Without
A Woman Is A Woman
And A Man Is A Man
And They Dream Of Similar Things 
Of Houses And Cigarettes,
Of Sex And Blank-Faced Babies
Of Cars And Wedding Rings
A Man Is A Man
Who Dreads The Morning Crust
In The Corners Of Her Eyes
Who Greets The Morning Carelessly 
And Starts To Rearrange 
All Her Things He’d Come To Despise 
And Her Hollow Breath Caressing "Good Morning"
Like A Bellow From Her Thighs 
A Woman Is A Woman
And A Man Is A Man
Who Knows He’s Never Wrong 
And A Woman Is A Woman
Who Knows She’s Without Hope
Woe For A Place That She Might Long 
And If There Were A Savior 
Some Humbled In Between 
Then I Might Get Away 
From The Places I Have Rotted 
By Trying To Stay Clean 
Unsex Me I Might Pray 
I’m Just Waiting For The Day,
For Heartache Is My Terror 
And Lonesome Is My Plan 
Where We Will Share This Cigarette 
And Struggle To Be Brave
Knowing A Man Is A Man
Is A Man 


https://soundcloud.com/dreemy/tuesday-07-06-pm

I often feel grief      Like an eighth and final continent    An island set to tropical time.
It is a place held away from self,    With short and brittle correspondence    Of letters in jars    on another man’s dime 
 they speak another language here    and unfamiliar farce of words      soft like (my) beds     it’s a bitter dance of syllables      spoken slow and steady like a dirge is read 


My Idling archipelago    Rambles like a train of mismatched Thoughts,    Only ever in halves     for wholes this place      has only lost 
I feel it like a dragging and a pulling     farther and farther down      and when I lie awake at night        sometimes I think that I’ll never come round 



and when it’s grief surrounding me it’s oh so faint     like god twiddling his thumbs      the witching hour supposedly has come too late           for any damage to be done 

and though I have loved you as a thief          I’ll tell you love like this is only sold        and you cannot fend off the grief          it’s drained me of my grace and made me full 

https://soundcloud.com/dreemy/ambien

somewhere between dim witted and sleeping 
I have lain awake for days 
to counter missing hours
so vacant and often crazed 
the whole seemed to distance at first
I aligned myself with the sun 
the path altered by consequence like bullets change a gun 
so half life, spirit blithe, valued like a hunting knife
so I get gone, the feelings wrong, here’s my letter to the world for whom I only long

I see you read by the light of stained glass
weighed down by words a cry for help 
which man brought you to your knees 
and you laughed so hard he wouldn’t let you out 
he who reigns among us will keep us idle thoughts at bay 
let this serve as a reminder, do not kid yourself and never pray 

here’s my letter to the world to which I don’t belong 


https://soundcloud.com/dreemy/take-me-back

statue of my adherence won’t you love me like you will
monument the things inside me that I’ll never kill
take me with you to bed like you might do a sleeping pill 
use me for my words and then dispose of me until
but take me back 
object of my grace rearranging where I go 
rid me of my barriers for what you’ll tell I’ll show
be careful with my vices, I’m pretty sure they’re all I know
harbinger of sameness I’m waiting for a change in tone 

piece me back together so you can render me innate 
and with that declaration for personhood I’ll wait 
you’ll grieve me into being, right on time i’m never late
and I’ll take all this back before you’re forced to grab the bait 






https://soundcloud.com/dreemy/please-stay-here

I can only feel it like a chemical imbalance in my head, in my head 
I can only touch it if it’s sad or if it’s lustrous dragging me to sleep with eyes like lead 
and when I dream I think that I’m with you, and when I sleep I am love’s lucky fool 
and here I am repeating what I’ve said before 
he is just a ghost and nothing more
I have no excuses but my lack of talent tries me to obey, what you say 
and if I flinch surrounding you it’s not because I want to go away, I’d rather stay
when I dream id rather be awake 
to hear the awful noises morning’s make 
and if I am repeating what I’ve done before 
I hope this time it stick before you’re out the door 

if I close my eyes too much it’s just the weight that tethers me to fear yes to fear 

I’ve been lonely way too much to hope that you might be staying here, please stay here  

https://soundcloud.com/dreemy/saturday-12-56-pm

she knows not what she asks of me 
when I get down on bended knee 
to please the thing I cannot change 
ive pleaded god to rearrange 
the want for all that I despise 
petty relief to counter lies 
and here’s my head to know what’s right 
and here’s my heart all full of spite 
how can I save this life? (repeat 4) 
she’s peering now with wanton eyes 
a crowded room full of her spies 
from the bar she draws a wave 
casts me to bed where I’ll behave
to linger without action makes
for slow disguise to disguise to mask mistakes 
I’d stop to cry if I were wise 
if this was me you’d recognize 
how can I save this life? (x4) 
 believers have forgotten me 
patron saint of apathy
the demon that I’ve come to host 
is my best friend, my holy ghost 
how I could have come to be 
so absent when I meant to be free 
If I could sleep I’d dream of her
all black and white is what we were 

how can I save this life (x4)